marry kerismas

hahaha i'm back.

can't sleep. too much thoughts keeping me awake. too excited about tomorrow. i hate sleeping in the hostel becoz i just can't fall asleep! i wish that the hours would pass by quickly and the next minute i'd be waking up and feeling refreshed, instead of the struggle of trying to sleep and being a scaredy cat. yeah i am a scaredy cat alrite :p

herm so i'm back to writing in this same old blog. i wanted to create a new one, you know leave the old trash and start up some new sht, but i still dont have a nice template for my new blog =\ hah what a lame excuse.

lately been feeling refreshed emotionally. a well known tip, it helps to let out your innermost insecurities in a conversation with a trusted openminded someone. so you have laid out everything on the mat and got a clear view of everything along with some helpful advice. so now i'm feeling quite at peace with myself, or on the way to total peace. but still progress is better than none.

what the heck did i want to write about just now eh? it totally slipped my mind..

ohh hyaa. i remember now. but i don't feel like writing about it anymore. mwahahah
adoi


ps. i just want to be friends with everyone. don't like making enemies. but i have a feeling that some people dont like me :(


haha still takboleh tido. so sambung balik, i just thought of what to write.

a few days ago i did something that i'd never dream of doing. i volunteered to be in charge of registration of an event, specifically the Pipit 2nd Anniversary. huahahah. it was definitely an eye opener of what i'm missing and i'm glad i did it even though it did cost me some. after menjalankan tugas sekejap then went inside, and it was definitely awsome. the stuff, the artists battle 1 on 1, its all good. makes you see what the others in this industry are up to. hmm somehow something has been holding my inspirations back, but with luck i'll be able to get them back. i even saw ben, my fav comic artist and blackfryday, heheh. it seems that our artsy community is quite tightly knit, becoz i saw quite a lot of the people whom i saw either on myspace or some other art sites. or more obviously, becoz it is an art anniversary event. duh~ haha. but papehal, gigs are still better ;p

damn. i forgot again what to write.