dude, i totally miss you!

as much as i try not to be tense, i tense up in public. why oh why. that is the main hindrance of me mixing in with people. come on lah, i just wanna be normal for a bit ;(
my greatest fear is missing out on all the action for ppl my age. i don't wanna repeat high school. somehow, i can be my normal and crazy self when i'm online, and when i'm with my friends... kwn2 yg dah biasa jumpe2 lah. why eh? so tense. senang jer ckp relax. tp susah nk relax. haiseh.

argh dah lama tak layan lagu jaybles and kG >> tenacious D. from the all time fav movie >> the pick of destiny. hyearghh. kenapalah tetiba saya berbahasa dalam BM. kah3

oh demn. today is my aussie penpal kieran's bday. dah lama tak contact. i guess he's not interested in penpalling anymore. apalah, kawan lupa kawan. s-w-t.