lunch is expensive-er :O

i have disappointed myself today.

acting weird and tense out in public. kilzpunk says that i have this garang look on my face whenever i'm in the tense mode. lol. yeah, i've vowed to myself that i would loosen up more and be more cheerful, especially around people. i guess when renovating your old self, you have to give some room for occasional slip ups. it's a loooong process, but worth it for the long run :)